Wednesday, December 14, 2011

I feel it.

Yes. I just finished chatting with Teck Shen. Ah, i feel something. But i really don't know what i feel.
I feel that i am selfish. I do not know how to appreciate anything that someone has done for me with her truth heart. I feel that i am stupid.

He told me everything. Jealousy. He told me about this. I thought they are so sweet. Nothing happened between them but actually i am wrong. He keeps everything inside his heart, suffering. He does not want to let her to be unhappy. He always pretend. He hide everything.

I know how he feels. Last time someone told me the same thing too. I do not care. I feel that someone is very annoying and i always think that i do not do wrong anything, why want to be angry?

After listening to what he has told me. I feel that i am very lucky. Someone treated me nicely, cared for me, gimme everything and i did not appreciate that.

Even those small matter, he will feel jealous and unhappy. And when i think of what i have done to someone, i am really too over. AHHH :(

Teck Shen, you have given me a lesson. Thank you. And i do hope you feel really comfortable with everything. Hope both of you to be happy always ! :D