Monday, June 4, 2012

 Mabel is as crazy as us! Loveyou Mabel! :P

 Lots of Loves! :D

 Kevinder!! :) He motivated me a lot !!

 First pic : See the contrast ! 

Syn Ey! You're sooooooooooooooooo PRETTY!!!! <3

GYC0612. I didn't know what had happened in the camp but i know that the Gen-y-ers had done a great job and the camp was awesome. :) Long time did not back to PWW but once i was back on last Saturday, i feel so nice when i saw facilitators preparing for the camp and everyone was busy with their own stuff. It's really hard to get everyone together at the centre, especially senior facis.

After the opening ceremony, Kevinder fetched us for breakfast. 7 people squeezed in a car! Bloody hell. Breakfast was great . HEH HEH :P

Closing ceremony. Dedication part ! Everyone cried again ! :) So touching because this was the first time i didn't take part in it and i could see every facilitators and campers cried after the camp! And of course i cried too, I don't know why :) Dinner + supper at stadium after that! Need to wait until the next camp which is after SPM! AHHHh!!!!!! Can't wait for it!

Friday, May 4, 2012

Life.

Time flies. 5 months gone. SPM is getting nearer. Sigh. I really hate myself sometime for being so lazy and like to procrastinate. Urgh! I have no mood to study for exam even though it just left 5 days more. I am worried of Parents' Day this year because of my class teacher. I DONT KNOW. I AM AFRAID, I AM STRESS, I SCARED I WILL FAIL MY THEORY EXAM, I SCARED I CAN'T HAND IN MY ADD MATHS PROJECT ON TIME, I SCARED PRS CAMP CANNOT BE ORGANIZED WELL. :'( :'(

Yes. The girl beside me in the picture, Pey Minn, ex president of PRS, 11A+ and 1A in SPM. Ah! How can she be that successful? Chong Li Xin, wake up please! Last year you was not like this. You was so determined, hardworking, stay positive all the time BUT why you'll be like this dyy ? :(

Shall continue with my add maths project.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012





HaaHaa! Don't you think this is awesome? #LIKEABOSS! :)

Just finished our February test! SO YEAH. SPM IS GETTING NEARER. -.-!!!

AMIRA KEMBARA TIME!:) BYE

Saturday, January 28, 2012

CNY 2012 :)

This is love.

Cny 2012 is kinda awesome. Spending time with family and friends is the best thing in my life. Without them, i'll not be here updating my bloggie :D

CHOR4! Visited 3 houses. Yan Ning's, Ren Jet's and Siew Seem's. It was the day i will never forget in my life. I love you guys, Damn much :)

Chor 5! Chen lao shi house. Awww. It was so meaningful. Chen lao shi! We love you damn much you know? Without you, we will not be able to get good result in UPSR. I wanted to reverse the time!! Tien Tien, the boss, thanks for organising it. It was so successful! At night, Mabel's house :) Okay, with Gen-yers ! All 'lan dou gui'. :)

Chor 6! POOL PARTY! :) !!! Heh luckily didnt get to push inside the pool ! I am safe! Okay. Pool party is simply awesome C:

And today! SUNDAY. SCHOOL GONNA REOPEN. This is sad.
D:

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Facis training!


everyone having their burger at 2 in the midnight. This was pre-camp :)

CRAZY PEOPLE!

DANIEL !!!!!!!! :) I MISS GEN-Y VERSION OF MR.SIMPLE :DDD

We rocks!! :)

Facis CHEER!!!!!!!!!!!!! GEN-Y AWESOME, GEN-Y HOU HOU YEH, GEN-Y BAGUS SEKALI, GEN-Y, SATU MALAYSIA!!!!!!! :P

OH YEAH PEOPLE! Morning exercise!! :DDD It was awesome.

Jogging at pologround! :D

GEN-Y !


GYC1211~ Never stop believing !! When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. :)

I just love this photo. Idk why! :P

Facilitator team! We are awesome and we know it :P

GYC1211 individual spiritual award- PHANG REN JET ! :DDDDDD *I AM SEXY AND I KNOW IT* LOL.

HIKING :D The awesome-est part of the camp. I would like to personally thanks Vincent and Keith, the two boys in my team, they really helped us a lot when Shawn was not around that time! I love you guys.

YES BATHING OUTDOOR. Can you imagine that? First time in my life. Kinda FUNNN :P No need to bathe with insects and screaming like insane in the toilet -.-

The very first day of GYC 1211! Exciting!!! Facis team :D

As the first time facilitator, i still have a lot to learn. To all those seniors facis and Mabel Wong, thank you for giving me this golden opportunity to join this big family. I get the chance to learn and to grow. I gained a lot of confidence, i never afraid to speak in front of people anymore and i get to understand people more. It was a very meaningful camp and I actually understand more about myself. I believe the camp had improve me in socializing and even leadership skills. I can see the change in myself after this camp and of course after facilitator training. For me, facilitator training was tough, but it is worth it!

Learn by doing, gain by giving. What Mabel said is so true. If we give 100%of commitment, we will get 100% in return, to be honest, i did not really give my 100% of commitment during this camp, so what i got back was a little bit disappointed . I don't know why. Throughout the camp i was so scared and still lack of confidence, i believe i can do better next time:)

Our hugging session was still that fantastic. I realized that I actually didn't treat my parents right. I often give them an one when I was mad and now I know what is felt when I was given an one. It hurts. I shouldn't have ignoring them and raise hell everytime I'm in bad mood. Besides, I also found out that what goes around, comes around. I was hesitant and not willing to give a four when i was a camper. But slowly I realized that I wouldn't get a hug if I'm not willing to give one. It is similar to, people wouldn't treat you right if you don't treat them right. I can feel the warmth and love of the campers and facis during that session. It was beautiful.

Feeling is natural. It is neither right or wrong. I cried a lot during this camp. I just let it flow because i feel much more comfortable after that. I remembered Yuen Si told us that crying is a brave behavior because you admit your feelings and you are brave enough to go through the pain. In the end, you will heal it.

GYC1211, i love everything. All of them are so beautiful.







Wednesday, December 14, 2011

I feel it.

Yes. I just finished chatting with Teck Shen. Ah, i feel something. But i really don't know what i feel.
I feel that i am selfish. I do not know how to appreciate anything that someone has done for me with her truth heart. I feel that i am stupid.

He told me everything. Jealousy. He told me about this. I thought they are so sweet. Nothing happened between them but actually i am wrong. He keeps everything inside his heart, suffering. He does not want to let her to be unhappy. He always pretend. He hide everything.

I know how he feels. Last time someone told me the same thing too. I do not care. I feel that someone is very annoying and i always think that i do not do wrong anything, why want to be angry?

After listening to what he has told me. I feel that i am very lucky. Someone treated me nicely, cared for me, gimme everything and i did not appreciate that.

Even those small matter, he will feel jealous and unhappy. And when i think of what i have done to someone, i am really too over. AHHH :(

Teck Shen, you have given me a lesson. Thank you. And i do hope you feel really comfortable with everything. Hope both of you to be happy always ! :D